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no confidence

run to your mama
cry on her shoulder
tell her everything you do
run to your mama
she won...t understand you
only sees the child in you

you have nobody
to rely on
you have no shoulder
you can cry on
a creature banned to live alone!
no confidence
a creature always on you own
no confidence

your environment
does not accept who you are
outsider of society!
no confidence
tear down the barrier
that still surrounds you
try to be free!

but you only see the reality:
you are to weak
to escape
you..ll drown in a lake
you are a freak!
you are so different
crazy or lazy
no confidence

behind the walls
the dirt of many years
your childhood in broken fragments
a huge lake of tears
no one to talk to
too many fears
no confidence

the others spit on you
turning their back on you
you don..t know how to live
don..t know how to die
your whole world a lie
you have no confidence
and must try
to end it all
to dissolve and fly high

no more fears and no more cry
no more you
disturbing their lives

run to your mama
cry on her shoulder
she would have listened to you
if she had known it better
and you could have
a life like you wanted
only once in your life
one chance and
confidence!